{"id":783293,"date":"2011-10-21T14:59:17","date_gmt":"2011-10-21T18:59:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/homeschoolblogger.com\/neveradullmoment\/?p=783293"},"modified":"2011-10-21T14:59:17","modified_gmt":"2011-10-21T18:59:17","slug":"fabulous-family-friday-the-enemies-of-relationships-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/agracefullplace.com\/?p=783293","title":{"rendered":"Fabulous Family Friday–The Enemies of Relationships"},"content":{"rendered":"

I had intended these to be a bit closer together than 2+ months! \u00a0 I had written about the first enemy of relationships in August,\u00a0here.<\/a><\/p>\n

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The second enemy of relationships also begins with an “E”, and I think it’s probably even worse than the first one.<\/p>\n

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I’m speaking of Expectations.<\/p>\n

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That could be a book all by itself!<\/p>\n

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Truly Expectations can kill a relationship–with God, our husbands, our children, friends, church family…..<\/p>\n

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In my own life I have found that lack of gratitude is usually linked strongly to this monster. \u00a0 Once I start feeling I am owed something, I don’t see the many efforts others go to to bless me, and then I expect it, then they feel they can’t ever do enough for me…..ay yi yi! \u00a0What a horrible downward spiral it becomes!<\/p>\n

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Then I become bitter, lack gratitude and express it even less, and here we go again! :p<\/p>\n

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STOP! \u00a0I want to get OFF!<\/p>\n

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I can remember a specific time in my prayers for my husband, where I was praying Godly, Scriptural things….but my spirit was becoming more and more bitter. \u00a0I was comparing him to my<\/em> idea of a spiritual leader, and in doing so, was missing his unique gifts and abilities God had placed within him while focusing on what I<\/em> perceived were his weaknesses. \u00a0Of course I wouldn’t want him doing that to me! \u00a0But as often happens when we let this monster grow, we don’t think about that part. \u00a0It actually all stems from pride.<\/p>\n

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Thinking that we are not doing the things others are “guilty” of. \u00a0 \u00a0Of course I’m<\/em> not judging…I’m<\/em> not ungrateful….I’m<\/em> doing what I’m supposed to do…. \u00a0(ack!)<\/p>\n

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And this pride doesn’t always stem from just an “I’m better than everybody else” attitude….usually it is rooted in having been on the other end of the “expectations” ideal—someone had unrealistic expectations of us (or we of ourselves) and that insecurity fuels perpetuating the same monster through the generations.<\/p>\n

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Enough!<\/p>\n

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It’s time to slay this monster!<\/p>\n

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I honestly don’t know what made me finally get sick and tired of my way of \u00a0“praying” (or was that complaining<\/em> to God?!), but I do remember one day finally writing “PSALM 62:5” in HUGE letters across my “prayer page” for my dh!<\/p>\n

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“My soul, wait thou only upon God; for my expectation is from Him.”<\/p>\n

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I honestly quit praying all those things. \u00a0Even Scriptures. \u00a0I just prayed, “Lord, make him the spiritual leader YOU want Him to be.”<\/p>\n

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That was all I prayed for a long time!<\/p>\n

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As I’ve realized more and more Abba Father’s love for me, and His acceptance of me based on who I am in Him<\/em> vs. what I do, I’ve been able to not only let go of unrealistic expectations of myself—but of others as well.<\/p>\n

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Some time ago–again, I’m not sure exactly when, I started praying Scriptures for my husband again. \u00a0But this time, my focus was different. \u00a0I wasn’t praying for him so he’d be the kind of spiritual leader *I* thought I needed so I could be comfortable and happy. \u00a0I was praying for him to be what God<\/em> wanted him to be so he could fulfill God’ s call on his life…..and be fulfilled by doing so. \u00a0 Of course that could only benefit our family. \u00a0Much better than forcing my dear husband into a mold he didn’t fit into! \u00a0(And that<\/em> didn’t benefit anybody!<\/em>)<\/p>\n

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This has spilled into other areas of relationships as well. \u00a0I quit expecting my children to act or be a certain way so I could look good, or because I thought that’s what a good Christian family should be. \u00a0I started saying “thank you” a whole lot more and praising God for the wonderful gifts they were to me.<\/p>\n

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I would say that the biggest antidote to expectations is gratitude. \u00a0I have suggested this before, but I’ll do so again–start a gratefulness journal. \u00a0 Write down at least one thing you are grateful for each day. \u00a0You could even write three things–one thing you are grateful to God for, one thing you are grateful for in your husband, and one for your children (or even one for each of them!). \u00a0It is amazing how focusing your eyes in a different direction affects your heart and attitude–and then of course your words and actions!<\/p>\n

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I remember as God was teaching me to lay down my expectations, we were trying to sell a pop-up camper. \u00a0We had already dropped the price and didn’t want to go much lower.<\/p>\n

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We had lots of lookers but no takers. \u00a0Then one day, I came home from some errand, and Dallas told me he had sold the camper!<\/p>\n

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Of course I wondered how much. \u00a0He had come down even further on the price, but I felt peace about it. \u00a0 He later told me he felt total freedom, that I wasn’t going to make him feel badly about dropping the price. \u00a0He specifically said he could tell I didn’t have expectations of him to do things a certain way. \u00a0Wow!<\/p>\n

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Yes, I was disappointed we had to lower the price, but I had total confidence in his judgment in this.<\/p>\n

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It was equally freeing to me!<\/em><\/p>\n

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Many times we try to hang onto control, either fueled by the fears and expectations or resulting in them. \u00a0Either way, once we learn where our true trust must lie (in Him), and quit putting it on those around us, we free ourselves and them to be who God created them to be!<\/p>\n

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I have found that our Lord’s ideas are far better, wiser and infinitely higher than mine!<\/p>\n

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I’ll write more about this, more specifically how this enemy can affect our relationships with our children.<\/p>\n

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If you have also been working on slaying this monster, please share what has been helpful to you!<\/p>\n

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